I make a terrible mistake, i really want to be in a relationship with somebody to love me , but im in love with another guy and he is so complicated, and sometimes , (always) makes me feel bored and sad

At this point I have serious problems, becuse a beautiful boy loves me and he is so handsome and educated... but my heart belongs to another person and its to complicated for me ! 

i decide love my boyfriend the guy who is in love with me , he deserve me ! 

Sorry for the grammar !